so i've been getting assloads of hits lately from the technorati tags "aryan" and "brotherhood". great. wonderful. fuck off.

alright (stop, collaborate and ) listen, i moved (check out the sweet pad here) and pulled out the digital video camera somewhere in my adventures in unpacking boxes. being as i moved in with two guys (three's company 2006 anyone?) and we're all friends and we all share friends and we all usually hang out on weekends, there were many many people at my house over the past two weeks. i decided to film some of the shit we do and start a video blog of sorts, mostly to share amongst all of my friends, but also because i've been hooked on ze frank's the show and the whole idea of video blogging itself has sparked my curiosity and i must work that to perfection, too. what can i say, i'm a web 2.0 addict.

so in the process of setting up the 3House youtube account i found myself watching some of the featured shit on youtube and have really stopped doing anything of worth because for some reason, 12 minutes of a barely adult boy's opinions on the da vinci code seemed like a helluva lot finer thing to do than read the 30 or so newspapers from around the world i sub to.

you see, i sub to so many in order to get the real picture. you gotta read the spin every country and every political viewpoint puts on a story, whittle it down, chip away the shit and find the commonalities, cause usually when there is something in common in every article about one story across 30 newspapers from 30 different countries, you can have a little more faith in it having actually happened.

this is because i live in a state of constant scoff. i don't believe anything. i don't believe 9/11 happened even remotely close to how we're told it did. i don't believe kim jong il is as bad a guy as they say, i don't believe saddam was as bad a guy as they say and i most certainly do not believe that a plan by the "evil-doers" was "thwarted" by members of the "coalition of the willing" to destroy and conquer commercial jets from britain and the US with liquid explosives. the second i read this shit, i scoff. scoff scoff scoff (miss you, emanuel).

i don't know what kind of a world i live in cause god knows the media won't tell us, so i read and cross-reference and check headlines every 30 mins or so until i have so many little criticisms, questions and comments running around in my head that i simply must get them down in some form. the majority of the time, i torture the lovely, the wonderful, the patient michael, in my daily letters to him which often cost more than the regular postage cause i get so much into em. but the rest of the time i type the rants up here.

until youtube. now listen, my obvious reference to youtube user boh3m3 up there a few paragraphs ago wasn't a slight in any way cause he seems like one of the most articulate, intelligent 21 yr olds i've ever heard speak (mike was too - anything, ANYTHING to bring up mike again, im fucking hopeless), but what the fuck am i doing with my time? really? and i even filmed myself talking to becky on the phone? why? why has my mind gone on vacation? why has this trivial bullshit trickled into my daily internet workout?

needless to say, this is why i haven't been posting and why this post sounds like i've finally killed off the one brain cell that was protecting the others that really matter. i've been sitting around wondering why lonelygirl15 posted her argument with danielbeast and how many personalities does stevie ryan have and, hey, renetto don't talk funny after all.

i must call youtube quits. it's like junk. it's 4am and i have to be up by 8am. i swear i will never grow out of my love for the night.

but seriously, don't go anywhere else on yousnooze but here: the boy is fantastic

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