yes, virginia, there is a donkey pig
i've always believed i'd know when i was going to die. i've always believed i'll end up with someone i love more than i love breathing. i believe i'm meant to do more in this world than the average person. i've lived my whole life believing that people will know my name for years after i die.sometimes i wonder if these are just delusions of grandeur. i wonder if maybe i, and people like me, just try and find more depth in average, everyday, chemical, biological, scientific processes. maybe it's all just bullshit and we justify our continuation in life by believing we have a higher purpose.
i've loved him for eleven years and i can't fucking shake it. is this delusion? if it is, i don't want any clarity. i love loving him.
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posted by Courtney at
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Read or watch The Celestine Prophecy. The writing is not spectacular, nor is it the best movie ever, but the subject matter is bang on and puts all this in some perspective. Otherwise maybe check out some quantum physics and computing papers or lectures if that's your cup of tea, they basically come to similar conclusions, only scientifically rather than a spiritual understanding. Nothing happens just by chance when you're on the path.
What a fucking amazing time to be alive!
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